My Middle
Finger
No, no…I’m
not giving it to anyone.
The middle
finger on my right hand is part of what makes me unique.
When I was
very young, my parents, together with an aunt and uncle, owned a general
store. The kind of general store that you’d see on Little House on the Prairie
perhaps. Our home was attached to the back of the store.
On the
yard, we had a power generator.
I’ve always
been a curious person. I’ve always needed to try to figure things out.
It may not
have been the smartest thing to do but remember that I was young. I was at an age where I had no ability yet for cause and effect thinking. I
remember being taken to the doctor’s after but I have no actual memory of what I did.
It appears during the exploration of the generator I stuck my fingers in the gears.
It appears during the exploration of the generator I stuck my fingers in the gears.
The tip of
my middle finger partially detached and I lost the nail. The tip was reattached
but that finger is about a quarter of an inch longer than that same finger on
the other side.
When the
nail grew back it was rough and it had split. Since then I have 2 nails
growing on it. The top nail usually stays attached about half way down and then
I have to cut it right back to the cuticle.
The way I
learned to tell right and left was by my middle fingers. Rough nail, right
side. Smooth nail, left side. To this day I subconsciously think of my middle
finger when I’m thinking of directions.
Once for a
wedding that I was in I had an acrylic nail put on it. It was a little
disconcerting for me to not feel the ridges on that nail.
Why is that
finger and nail on my mind? What’s the reason for me telling you about all
this? Well, for this first time in all
the years since this event happened (and the years are many) the upper nail has
not detached. It has almost reached the full length of the lower nail and
although I can see a small air pocket underneath one area it is still fully
attached.
Small
detail to you perhaps….but there you have it.
And now you know…one small part of my uniqueness.
And you?
And you?